tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-13189918342242354582023-11-15T06:19:30.370-09:00Midnight SweatEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.comBlogger314125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-88541607776430601782012-01-04T03:20:00.000-09:002012-01-04T03:20:14.412-09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b><br />
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</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>LIFE SIMPLY SO OTHER PEOPLE CAN SIMPLY LIVE </b></div><br />
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<a href="http://vimeo.com/17576843">My Friend Jason.</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/shotatthedark">Shot at The Dark</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com/">Vimeo</a>.Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-89783580828620291182011-12-16T09:27:00.000-09:002011-12-16T09:27:22.425-09:00"It's so easy to laugh. It's so easy to hate. It takes guts to be gentle and kind." – The Smiths<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="246" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/8UVNT4wvIGY" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-90506653078976452062011-12-02T11:39:00.000-09:002011-12-02T11:39:22.366-09:00Finally finished recording one of my tracks, here we go :) enjoy!<br />
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<object height="81" width="100%"> <param name="movie" value="https://player.soundcloud.com/player.swf?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F29347961"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed allowscriptaccess="always" height="81" src="https://player.soundcloud.com/player.swf?url=http%3A%2F%2Fapi.soundcloud.com%2Ftracks%2F29347961" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="100%"></embed> </object> <a href="http://soundcloud.com/placesexist/take-me-on">Take me on</a> by <a href="http://soundcloud.com/placesexist">Places Exist</a>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-37217737025975654332011-11-29T04:45:00.000-09:002011-11-29T04:45:43.257-09:00<i style="font-weight: bold;">“Winning is great, sure, but if you are really going to do something in life, the secret is learning how to lose. Nobody goes undefeated all the time. If you can pick up after a crushing defeat, and go on to win again, you are going to be a champion someday.”- </i>Wilma Rudolph<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="315" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/GI0Ky9PhNTA" width="420"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-24761601454675329152011-11-19T16:06:00.000-09:002011-11-19T16:06:06.336-09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b>Live with intention.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Walk to the edge.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Listen hard.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Practice wellness.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Play with abandon.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Laugh.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Choose with no regret.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Appreciate your friends.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Continue to learn.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Do what you love.</b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>Live as if this is all there is</b>.</div><div style="text-align: center;">- Mary Anne Radmacher</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;"><b>There is time for everything</b></div><div style="text-align: center;">Thomas Edison</div><br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="246" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/dGghkjpNCQ8" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-88006789291469169712011-11-14T10:17:00.000-09:002011-11-14T10:17:38.965-09:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-tSO1558jjHI/TsFmaOknG5I/AAAAAAAABNc/FbhCaKhle-M/s1600/excistence.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="300" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-tSO1558jjHI/TsFmaOknG5I/AAAAAAAABNc/FbhCaKhle-M/s400/excistence.jpg" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Please know there are much better things in life than being lonely</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">or liked or bitter or mean or self-conscious. We are all full of shit.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Go love someone just because, I know your heart may be badly</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"> bruised or even the victim of numerous knifings but it will always </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">heal, even if you don't want it to, it keeps going.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">There are the most fantastic and beautiful things and people </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">out there,I promise. It is up to you to find them. </div>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-60808473708434690362011-11-09T15:15:00.000-09:002011-11-09T15:15:42.692-09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">Jack Kerouac</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;">He's the man</div><br />
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“Live, travel, adventure, bless, and don't be sorry.”<br />
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“There was nowhere to go but everywhere, so just keep on rolling under the stars.”<br />
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“The only truth is music.”<br />
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“Happiness consists in realizing it is all a great strange dream” <br />
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“A pain stabbed my heart, as it did every time I saw a girl I loved who was going the opposite direction in this too-big world.”<br />
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“My witness is the empty sky.”<br />
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“I have lots of things to teach you now, in case we ever meet, <br />
concerning the message that was transmitted to me under a pine tree <br />
in North Carolina on a cold winter moonlit night. It said that <br />
Nothing Ever Happened, so don't worry. It's all like a dream. <br />
Everything is ecstasy, inside. We just don't know it because of our thinking-minds. <br />
But in our true blissful essence of mind is known that everything is alright <br />
forever and forever and forever. Close your eyes, let your hands <br />
and nerve-ends drop, stop breathing for 3 seconds, listen to the silence <br />
inside the illusion of the world, and you will remember the lesson <br />
you forgot, which was taught in immense milky way soft cloud innumerable worlds<br />
long ago and not even at all. It is all one vast awakened thing. I call it the golden eternity. <br />
It is perfect. We were never really born, we will never really die. It has nothing to do <br />
with the imaginary idea of a personal self, other selves, many selves everywhere: <br />
Self is only an idea, a mortal idea. That which passes into everything is one thing. <br />
It's a dream already ended. There's nothing to be afraid of and nothing to be glad about. <br />
I know this from staring at mountains months on end. They never show any expression, <br />
they are like empty space. Do you think the emptiness of space will ever crumble away? <br />
Mountains will crumble, but the emptiness of space, which is the one universal essence <br />
of mind, the vast awakenerhood, empty and awake, will never crumble away because <br />
it was never born." <br />
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“I felt like lying down by the side of the trail and remembering it all. The woods do that to you, they always look familiar, long lost, like the face of a long-dead relative, like an old dream, like a piece of forgotten song drifting across the water, most of all like golden eternities of past childhood or past manhood and all the living and the dying and the heartbreak that went on a million years ago and the clouds as they pass overhead seem to testify (by their own lonesome familiarity) to this feeling.”<br />
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“Happy. Just in my swim shorts, barefooted, wild-haired, in the red fire dark, singing, swigging wine, spitting, jumping, running—that's the way to live. All alone and free in the soft sands of the beach by the sigh of the sea out there, with the Ma-Wink fallopian virgin warm stars reflecting on the outer channel fluid belly waters. And if your cans are redhot and you can't hold them in your hands, just use good old railroad gloves, that's all.”<br />
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“It always makes me proud to love the world somehow- hate's so easy compared.”<br />
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“Ah, life is a gate, a way, a path to Paradise anyway, why not live for fun and joy and love or some sort of girl by a fireside, why not go to your desire and LAUGH...” <br />
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“Things are so hard to figure out when you live from day to day in this feverish and silly world. ” <br />
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“Are we fallen angels who didn't want to believe that nothing is nothing and so were born to lose our loved ones and dear friends one by one and finally our own life, to see it proved?” <br />
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“Love is all.” <br />
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“I believed in a good home, in sane and sound living, in good food, good times, work, faith and hope. I have always believed in these things. It was with some amazement that I realized I was one of the few people in the world who really believed in these things without going around making a dull middle class philosophy out of it. I was suddenly left with nothing in my hands but a handful of crazy stars.”<br />
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Believe in the whole contour of life.<br />
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They danced down the streets like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"<br />
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No man should go through life without once experiencing healthy, even bored solitude in the wilderness, finding himself depending solely on himself and thereby learning his true and hidden strength. Learning for instance, to eat when he's hungry and sleep when he's sleepy.<br />
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One night I realized that when you give people understanding and encouragement a funny little meek childish look abashes their eyes, no matter what they've been doing they weren't sure it was right <br />
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Thinking of the stars night after night I begin to realize "The stars are words" and all the innumerable worlds in the Milky Way are words, and so is this world too. And I realize that no matter where I am, whether in a little room full of thought, or in this endless universe of stars and mountains, it's all in my mind.<br />
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Mankind is like dogs, not gods — as long as you don't get mad they'll bite you — but stay mad and you'll never be bitten. Dogs don't respect humility and sorrow.<br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="318" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/mjLFj904KjA" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-40972956583390462052011-11-08T13:36:00.000-09:002011-11-08T13:36:43.629-09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b>THINK DIFFERENT</b></div><br />
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<a href="http://vimeo.com/9770840">THINK DIFFERENT</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user511362">Marquis Perkins</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com/">Vimeo</a>.<br />
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Straighten yourself and you will not stand steady;<br />
Display yourself and you will not be clearly seen;<br />
Justify yourself and you will not be respected;<br />
Promote yourself and you will not be believed;<br />
Pride yourself and you will not endure.<br />
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These behaviours are wasteful, indulgent,<br />
And so they attract disfavour;<br />
Harmony avoids them.Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-38356299918875778382011-11-07T12:58:00.000-09:002011-11-07T12:58:26.326-09:00<div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
</i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i>" THE ANSWER IS IN THE DOING"</i></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><i><br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="246" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/dRV5APaV-Uk" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-38330731997419394262011-11-02T06:37:00.000-08:002011-11-02T06:37:18.498-08:00<b><i>"The only journey is the journey within. "</i></b>- Rainer Maria Rilke<br />
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Many people are wondering why I'm so smiley. Maybe because a smile is the beginning of peace. Maybe because a smile is the shortest way between two people. Maybe because a smile can change somebody's world. Or maybe because it's a powerful weapon and you can break ice with it. Maybe because it's infectious. Maybe because it's healing. Or maybe because it confuses people. Maybe because it costs nothing but gives so much. Maybe because a little bit sunshine is good for your teeth. Or maybe just because it makes me feel alive.<br />
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And this is definitely a song which makes me smile<br />
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<a href="http://vimeo.com/18513089">Bedouin Soundclash || Mountain Top</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/michaelmaxxis">Michael Maxxis</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com/">Vimeo</a>.<br />
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I am sorry for my incredibly long absence but there were couple of reasons. Work, no internet are some of them. Now that everything is, more than less, back to "normal", I will try to continue my blog on a regular basis. Loads of things happened. Basically the summer was over and I came back to Bristol for my 2nd year of Uni. Found a new flat in Old Market with a lovely friend of mine, moved houses 3 weeks ago, started my studies which I still enjoy, met lots of new people, met my old friends, fell in love, painted my walls electric teal, starting a new band, writing new songs, life is going on. <br />
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<b><i>" If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide."</i></b>- GandhiEvahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-32099813755889735162011-09-19T15:29:00.000-08:002011-09-19T15:29:23.936-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">My first <strong>Dirndl</strong> arrived! Oktoberfest here I come.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">It's a traditional dress every bavarian girl should have in her wardrobe.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">To be honest, I <strong>never</strong> thought I was going to own one of those.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">Times are changing haha.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-78ZL-OS3kL8/Tne3o1W5ECI/AAAAAAAABNI/zzMkKq9iVus/s1600/dirndl+045.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400px" rba="true" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-78ZL-OS3kL8/Tne3o1W5ECI/AAAAAAAABNI/zzMkKq9iVus/s400/dirndl+045.JPG" width="300px" /></a></div>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-42432200994817599772011-09-18T12:03:00.005-08:002011-10-30T11:20:32.938-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">My secret places in the woods</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Is there a cure for me at all?</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I spend most of the time with guys. Best mate and coolest girl ever. Mental but adorable. Hard to get though, they say. Like a danger zone which attracts guys but most of them are scared to get burned. Great. And everytime I have a crush on one of them, they are not interested they say. How frustrating. Just want some loving too. Could be so easy.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Anyway, I must forget my summer lovers.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="246" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/zsyjS_vJfkw" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-21145146080330116562011-09-11T07:17:00.000-08:002011-09-11T07:17:12.852-08:00Officially Open Water Diver and Atheist on paper<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Live with intention. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Walk to the edge. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Listen hard. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Practice wellness. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Play with abandon. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Laugh. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Choose with no regret. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Appreciate your friends. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Continue to learn. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Do what you love. </strong></div><div style="text-align: center;"><strong>Live as if this is all there is</strong>.</div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">- Mary Anne Radmacher</div><br />
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<iframe allowfullscreen="" frameborder="0" height="269" src="http://www.youtube.com/embed/n8CaC4RMwsM" width="425"></iframe>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-55467074728727618472011-08-14T13:03:00.000-08:002011-08-14T13:03:43.166-08:00<em><strong>Change has a considerable psychological impact on the human mind. To the fearful, it is threatening because it means things may get worse. To the hopeful, it is encouraging because things may get better. To the confident, it is inspiring because the challenge exists to make things better</strong></em>. King Whitney Jr.<br />
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I've learned that we don't have to change friends, if we understand that friends change.<br />
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I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words, it may be that last time you see them.<br />
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I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.<br />
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I've learned that either you control your attitude, or it controls you.<br />
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I've learned that my best friend and I , can do anything or nothing and still have a good time.<br />
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I've learned that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you are down, will be the one who helps you get up.<br />
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I've learned that sometimes when I am angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.<br />
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I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them too, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.<br />
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I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of expiriences you've had and what you learned from them, and less to do with how many years you have lived.<br />
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I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others, but sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.<br />
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I've learned that you can't make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved, and the rest is up to them.<br />
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I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just dont care back.<br />
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I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and just seconds to destroy it.<br />
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I've learned that it's not what you have in life, but who you have that counts.<br />
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I've learned that you can keep going, long after you think you can't.<br />
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I've learned that their are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.<br />
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I've learned that our backgrounds and circumstances may have influenced our lives, but we are responsible for who we become.<br />
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<div style="text-align: center;"><strong><em>"You see a mousetrap, I see free cheese and a fucking challenge."</em></strong> </div>Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05310091124990184559noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1318991834224235458.post-24116058868359905822011-08-12T08:40:00.000-08:002011-08-12T08:40:30.865-08:00<div align="center"><strong>words create worlds</strong><br />
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<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><strong><span style="font-size: large;">Home Sweet Home</span></strong></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">by my best friend Laura Rösicke</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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The only way to find out is to have the feelings.<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">This song made me seriously cry. I dont know why. I hardly cry. Maybe twice a year. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I sometimes cry a lot inside though but hey ho. </div><br />
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